Today, i had a fight with her, I dont know what to say.... i m feelin guilty of hurting her. I always do that, I hurt her with my harsh words and stubborn attitude and then feel that I have done wrong. Why do i do it always. She is so good yaar... so sweet how can i hurt her.

Now I am not able to call her up to even tell her that... i know i will, but dont know when. I think my ego will kill me one day. I will lose all that i have, including her.'

She is my koochi poochi, ya that's what i call her...

I even told her that i will find another gal..... what...... how can i do that man..... what were you thinking ?

I am so messed up some time..... uhhhhhhh !

I thought it would be easy to say the truth and sustain the factors affecting the very obvious fact. But to my dismay i find it more difficult even to survive. Sometimes I tend to think whether I was right, even though i knew i was not wrong all the time.

Leaving it aside, my good time friend has gone away to live a life of her own. I wish her good times ahead. She used to tell me one thing always " Ladki mil gayi to Dost ko bhool gaya" and I used laugh and convince her that thats not the case. Now she's away at a place i know ofcourse. I miss her short franctic talks, her never will i lose attitude, all the times when i was able to make her happy, she was a fool sometimes and sometimes she made me one.

Now i would like to say ki " Pati mil gaya to Dost ko mat bhoolna"